December 2011
I usually don’t do this when I’m feeling down, I never let myself. And I’m alone, which just makes it worse. I need to stop doing this alone, or just stop in general. Yeah, I need to stop in general. I haven’t quite been myself lately, I’m starting to develop bad habbits.
Anonymous asked: You and Amanda?
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Anonymous asked: if you found a cute boy would you date him?
You can atleast let me know whats going on, ya know? fuckin seriously.
Anonymous asked: was geoff your date
Scratch that, I don’t think I’m going to. And my reasoning is fucking rediculous. I’m so stupid.
I have a date tonight, though I feel uneasy going on it. I think I might just go to have fun, I’m not really looking for a significant other right now.
Jell - o shots with whip cream vodka mmm merry christmas wooooot
holdonnow asked: LESBIANS. LESBIANS EVERYWHERE.
I miss you, but I feel that, that feeling isn’t mutual. Why have we been so distant? I remember when we would anticipate talking to one another. Now, I’m lucky if I talk to you for 5 minutes.
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I got asked on a date by a really cute girl today. I think I might actually go on it.
I have too much going on in my life, it’s too much to handle by myself. This holiday is terrible and once again I’m pushing people away. I don’t understand why I keep doing this to myself, I hope they don’t give up on me. I just want things to get better.
I’m going to show you. Watch me in a few years when I make something of myself, I will never fucking do this to my family. I know I’ve been nothing but a fuck up lately but you don’t have to throw it in my face. I just want one day of happiness, just fucking one. I feel bad that I’ve taken my bad night out on a few people and I’m sorry, I’m just so angry. I...
I’m so sorry for being so fucking terrible to you. I finally know how you feel and this is the worst feeling I’ve had to withstand. I’m sorry for being such a cunt.
I want someone to watch The L Word with meeeeee
